Last week, I found a mixtape I made from four years ago, before I arrived at the airport, bound for a year on the boot. I popped it in, and got to thinking about the twenty year-old me.
Life in Italy brought isolation. Two weeks to find an apartment with two years of worthless classroom Italian made for quite the search. It also brought adventure. I rode through the cobbled streets in the backseat of Fiats faster that I ever imagined, and made eyes at the my local bar's handsome cameriere, prosecco in hand by candlelight and listening to Tolga Trio play Django Reinhardt's classics. I was full of dreams more colorful than the frescoed ceilings in my Via Zamboni classrooms, and I swear I once reached nirvana on a warm black stone beach in the Aeolian Islands. I threw myself into anything, just for the experience. I learned from everything.
As I approach my 25th birthday celebration in Bologna, the city where I lived, I think of how that year changed me. I'm no longer the girl who came home after a month at college, arms flailing as I passionately tried to convince my parents that Gumboot dancing with the children in South Africa was my true life calling. I'm also not the new college graduate, entering a different kind of "real world," full of wild hope and cocktail dreams.
Someone once told me that your late twenties are a little more calm, a little less "rollercoaster ride." Five years ago, that seemed ludicrous to me, and I snarkily replied, "where's the fun in that?" But as I approach them, a few years of recklessness, a couple of heartaches and some spontaneous wandering behind me, I finally get what she meant. Though I feel just like that wide-eyed twenty year old, ready to launch into flight back across the pond, somehow, I feel more grounded than ever.
"The Impassioned Pistachio" Recipe
(makes approx. 8-10 cupcakes)
Pistachio Cupcakes
1/2 cup ground unsalted pistachio nuts
1 stick unsalted butter
1/2 cup sugar
1/2 cup ground almond flour
2 eggs
1 tsp vanilla extract
1/2 cup flour
1 tbsp milk
1. Set the oven at 350ยบ and line a one-dozen cupcake pan, sift together the flour and almond flour.
2. Cream the butter and sugar together in a bowl until combined and fluffy, roughly 3 minutes. Add vanilla and eggs
3. Add the ground pistachios until combined.
4. Blend in the flour mix and milk ingredients in 3 parts until combined.
5. Fill the cupcake pan and bake 20-22 minutes. Let cool completely before frosting.
2. Cream the butter and sugar together in a bowl until combined and fluffy, roughly 3 minutes. Add vanilla and eggs
3. Add the ground pistachios until combined.
4. Blend in the flour mix and milk ingredients in 3 parts until combined.
5. Fill the cupcake pan and bake 20-22 minutes. Let cool completely before frosting.
Vanilla Bean Parma Buttercream
1 stick Parma/Reggio Emilia butter
1/2 vanilla bean, seeds scraped
4-5 cups confectioner's sugar
1/2 vanilla bean, seeds scraped
4-5 cups confectioner's sugar
1 1/2 tbsp. milk
1. Combine the butter and vanilla bean seeds with a mixer on a medium speed, 3 minutes.
2.Gradually blend in the confectioner's sugar. Cut occasionally with 1-2 tbsp. milk.
3. Frost cupcakes generously, sprinkle crunched pistachios, and add a cherry on top!
1. Combine the butter and vanilla bean seeds with a mixer on a medium speed, 3 minutes.
2.Gradually blend in the confectioner's sugar. Cut occasionally with 1-2 tbsp. milk.
3. Frost cupcakes generously, sprinkle crunched pistachios, and add a cherry on top!
1 comment:
you're going back to Bologna?! I'm so jealous!
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